Take risks

Follow your truth whatever that might be. Don't settle for job security. Don't settle for any type of subpar security. You are magnificent and radiant. You can achieve all things desired. 

Melancholy

As things are changing and my undergraduate degree is coming to a close, there is a lot to be excited for. I am GRADUATING. I am going to GRADUATE SCHOOL. I got into the most amazing program in the world, the only program I wanted to go to and the only program I even applied for. I did it. I have successfully completely my first degree and successfully applied to graduate school. I have a lot to be happy for. So I ask myself, why am I not happy? 

Instead, I'm melancholy. Sad that one chapter is closing. In many ways, my childhood is really behind me now. I'm really an adult. Sad to be leaving some friends behind. Sad to know that many people in my present won't make it to my future because of the transformation that is going to take place. But excited for this new journey. Pensive about what the future holds. Pensive, thinking, pensive, thinking, pensive, thinking, pensive, thinking. 

Pensive...

Thinking...

With a touch of magic

Dark spiral down.

I am traveling faster and faster.

I am outside myself now.

Shimmering lights.

Blue, purple, pink.

Fairy dust.

The facade is over.

The Coming into Reality

That moment when you realize all of the efforts you have been making to help your "dream come true" have all ready passed because you are in it now. You are l i v i n g inside your dream at this precise moment. It feels amazing to be here. All I have ever wanted from my life is coming into manifestation. This truly reveals the power of mindfulness. holding your intentions within the now. Just as my dream has come into reality for me, so it will too come into reality for you. Namaste.

A message for you

It's ok. We are in the here and now. This moment shall too pass. I'm channeling this message to you from a higher existence. All of the beings around you are one with you and you are one with me in this existence. There is no one else here but y o u n i v e r s e. Close your eyes and feel the resonance within you, within me. Feel yourself raising your vibrational levels. Feel the love within you. Feel the light within you. Allow the love and and light to flow through you, extending yourself to those in need around you. You are a guide, a starlight being. You were specifically chosen for this life to do great things. You are magnificent and radiant. You are you, I am I, we are we. 

The concept of Time

The continuum of time is so fascinating to me. I found myself in two anxiety producing situations this week. Both of them in which I was able to mentally coach myself out of the anxiety because of the concept of time. Time waits for no one, it keeps going regardless of what is happening around you. For example: if there is a certain event happening at a given time and it produces anxiety it is important to note that that event is not the end of time nor is it the end of your life. There is an "after the fact" event that must happen. So in short, just as the anxiety producing event will pass in time so too will the anxiety itself. Therefore showing that all pain and discomfort are only temporary.

Moonlight on water

I look up. Navy canvas, silver shimmers sprinkled throughout. I tip my head upside down. Harbor. Deep ocean, boats docked, moonlight on water. 

The clock

Late nights. 
Crowded mind. 
Insomnia creeping in. 
Tick goes the clock. 

Tick. 

Tock.